I heard a conversation of a young boy and the scientist. The scientist tried to explain the young boy the rules of nature.

The scientist: Young man everything has a beginning.
Young boy: But what was then before the very beginning?

The scientist frowned and continued his story.

The scientist: Everything has an end and an outer edge.
Young boy: What is there after the very end and after the far most edge?

The scientist got irritated and became little cynical.

The scientist: After the very end there will be a haven and you will have iternal pleasures within.
Young boy: Will I not get bored from all the iternal everlasting pleasures?
The scientist: We cannot understand the will of god my young boy!
Young boy: why not?

The scientist continued and started to explain the principles of infinity.

The scientist: A circle is beautiful example of infinite points ordered in infinite precision.
Young boy: how can I then draw infinite points/circle in just 1 second. How can I draw all those infinite points in such finite time? So based on what u say I should be never able to finish the circle because it consist of infinite points, correct?

The scientist now started to get really annoyed by the “stupid” questions of the young boy.

The scientist: you probably know about 3 dimension have you ever heard of the fourth dimension. Let me tell you about the fourth dimension. It is something which we cannot understand experientially, because it is something beyond the framework of our logic.
Young boy: is it like when I dream about a dream when I am dreaming. I know I am dreaming about a dream but I am not aware that I am dreaming.

The scientist started to scratch his head and asked for explanation about his statement.

Young boy: we have to let go the logic framework of the mind. That something without a start can not have ending and without an end there can be no beginning.

The scratching of the scientist increased after every answer of the young boy and the young boy continued….

learning to change our mental state will enhance our ability to cope with difficult situations. Changing quickly our state from sad to joyful from lazy to productive from angry to friendly from depression to happy from boredom to excitement … Imagine if we would have control over our feelings in any given situation. Because we have no control over our state, we cannot commit to any decision in our life. We decide in the night to get up early in the morning, when it is morning we don’t bother to keep our promise. A strong character needs strong commitment! 

Changing state means observing our inner dialogue that will allow us to understand the relation where thoughts and bodily sensations meet and turn into emotions. Emotions will result in clinging or aversion of the mind that will result in our feelings. Ability to change our state will allow us to function optimally, not consistently being a victim of variation of bad moods, but being capable of changing them in any desired direction in any given moment.. a skill not easy to master but no diamond is easy found, that is the nature of quality.

We have identified with our emotions and feelings so strongly that we do not see that it is possible to act instead of react in responsive way at any given situation by mastering our state of mind.

I choose to feel, that which I truly desire!

We must learn/produce/give to find our happiness. We cannot be happy if we miss out these things in our life. Don’t wait for a savvier who will come in your life to make you happy. But learn/produce/give then you are working on the very essentials of life’s secret to happiness. 

Produce in abundance, more then you need for yourself, more then you need for others, more then you will ever need. Producing so much will trigger you to give, because giving is the next step in theevolution of producing. We all are like baggers, we cling so much to what we have and what we want because we haven’t produced enough.

Learn as much as you can because that will trigger you to teach to those who are ignorant and want to grow towards the clouds of the gods, you can help them in their quest.

The question arises, what must I produce? What must I learn? And what must I give? These areprivate question, each of us must answer them individually with a collective mind.

The capital of the consciousness!

There is a path called “Agnipath”, the path of fire. Through Agnipath you enter into the path of pain and misery. If you stay on the path and continue your journey, you will see a serine light at the distance which will lead you the path of wisdom(the panjapath). The path of wisdom will bring you to the path of Pease, from there you will be escorted to the path of freedom.

Once there no shadow exist, there is no sense of direction anymore. You are at your destiny from the very beginning of your journey. You are always on the right path from where ever you may lose sight.

To walk the Agnipath, you have to become fire! “Why is it needed to walk on the Agnipath? “, asked The Destiny to The Journey. If you just knew what beautify is hidden in you my dear Destiny. you are unaware of your own value, you are like a fish in the ocean who is in search of water, who does not know in which abundance it lives. Everything in comparison to you becomes pale and sick, you are that rear diamond buried underneath the deepest of the earth. I can give you many other examples why they should walk on the Agnipath to find you my dear Destiny. But I am afraid you will not understand my why’s! Because I am limited in my communication to you by the words I can use to express, that which is far greater than any word ever could express.

The path of fire!

I think u have not understood me properly Mr Y. When I say that I never quit, I don’t see quitting as an option. When I say I want more then I don’t mean enough. When I say that I am ambitious I don’t mean just becoming the richest men of Babylon.

When I say that I want her I am not asking for her permission. When I want something I am not thinking if I can afford it. When I say Pease I don’t mean happiness for my enemies. When I say yes I don’t mean being all positive. When I say love is the answer I don’t mean that hate is obsolete. When I say being flexible that does not mean being able to spread your legs.

You must understand something about you, through me very carefully now Mr Y. When I say you I don’t mean me. When I say darkness u say light u are not getting the point. When I say power you say weakness then u are not following me.

Now listen to me very carefully Mr Y. Our time has ended here but not our conversation!

Remember the warning!

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How will u stop me because I am not made of earth. How will u catch me because I am not made of water. How will u use me because I am not made of fire. How will u imprison me because I am not made of air.

So what is that “I” which is not made of earth, water, fire and wind?

Thoughts about motivation.

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Your whole life you must change to adopt the need of the society. What if, from now on we take a different direction? You are perfect absolutely perfect in all your imperfections. In your mental emotional, devotional and physical structure. With all your shortcomings with all your positivity with all your ill wills, everything and everything is perfect about you.

No need to change even an atom in your body. No need to become more or less, no need to do this or that. Just as you are you are the perfection of the reality in itself. A true image of god created in his own self-image with all the godly carefulness. Not a single cell not a single atom not a single breath of your breathing is without any perfection. With this state of mind, you realize god, god in its full glory. Celebrate this state of the Ubermensch the state of the prefect being with all his imperfect perfections.

You are absolutely perfect.

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Where does this fulfillment comes from, when is enough, enough? When is the bucket full, when does men stop fearing for more? When does the men loses interest in more and more, what is that he wants from all this and that? Nothing brings fulfillment to him, but when he loses one he misses the other.

Is there anything what can give men satisfaction to his need? He is addictive in all his habits! What can he acquire where he truly can say I have enough, it seems there is no bottom to this bucket, it just goes and flows into the deep mass.

Let’s assume for a second that he is in search for something, or maybe let’s assume that he is how he is, programmed evolved into a restless being dancing on the tunes of his genetic programming. Let’s assume that he has a goal for himself unknown to him.

I wonder what is that men want except a deep need for more and more and more.

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Oh my dear sadness, saddest of all sadness. You are the beauty the enlightenment the smell of roses. You are to me as is the night to the sun as is the love to the hate as is the ocean to the rain. You are my love you are my passion you are everything that is beautiful, joyful and good about me, you and only you is the purpose of all that I live for.

Truly the saddest thing in life is not to have experienced the deepest sadness in life.

Sadness is all I care about, all is sadness immense sadness. Sadness turns flowers into thorns turns butterfly into corps light into dark gray beauty into skin cancer. All is sad, sadness is the truth, it is the king worthy of praising.

On one side there is sadness on the other side there is sadness. Opposite of sadness is sadness, synonym of sadness is sadness. Day start with sadness and ends with sadness and surely life must seas to exist without sadness. Oh my sadness my beloved sadness my dazzling beauty in your eyes I see my unborn children.

“Why are you sad”, asked happiness to the sadness? “Why are you happy, what is there to be happy in life, all is sadness. Look deeply into the matter there is no reason to be happy, go to the dept. of the oceans and rise to the heights of the sky and then you will see the complete pictures which is not shadowed by the illusionary clouds. There you will understand and experience that all is sad and all is sadness in life.